Being a mother is both the most amazing and the most exhausting thing ever!!! lol but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the universe. My baby is beautiful and loves his mommy so much :)

On Thursday he finally got his cute belly button lol.. and he finally fits in Newborn clothes and diapers almost perfectly. Sure he's about to be a month old on Sunday but you know what, he just doesn't want to out grow his clothes too fast that's all lol.

I decided to breastfeed and let me tell you.. it is not easy by any means. It better be true what they say about how breastfeeding helps you lose the weight faster because my sore parts are not loving it lol. But I put up with it because it is the healthiest thing for my Baby. I am glad my thoughtful fiance got me a breast pump because drinking from a bottle fills Jr a lot faster than when he has to do all the work.

I can't wait until my body is back to normal though. It sucks when you can't do things the way you used to. It's even harder because now you also have a baby to look after. I will be patient though..

On another note... I really don't want to go back to work lol.. Don't get me wrong I like to work and be able to contribute but I don't want to leave my Baby. I don't think 6 weeks is enough. I mean to think that you're 6 week old baby will be the responsibility of some stranger for the greater part of the day is an extremely frightening thought. You never know what people are capable of doing or if they will care for your child how they should. UGH!! I don't even like thinking about it.....