On Easter Sunday, April 12, 2009 Omar Jr. was born at 11:05 a.m. He is soooo cute. I know all parents say that about their kids but I'm serious lol. He is such a good baby and loves to eat. I've decided to breastfeed and you know what it's exhausting lol but I wouldn't change it for the world.

The moment he was born it was like instant love... but I think it was just all the love thats been building up over the past 9 months.. all of the feelings that have been accumulating all this time.. all those emotions just exploded the minute I held him in my arms. It's amazing. You know you love someone when you can't stop looking at them. There's very few people in this world who make me feel this way.

The part that is not so great is the whole recovery after labor. O yeah epidural.. amazing!! lol. Also my hormones are still all screwed up. I'm so unnecessarily emotional. I hate it lol. I can't wait to be fully recovered so that I can really be able to move around and do stuff. I feel so... I don't know.. just.. ugh.

Anyway. Jr. was born weighing 5 pounds 10 ounces and 18 inches long. He is so tiny. He is so small he doesn't even fit in preemie clothes lol. At first I didn't know what to do with him lol. I'd never held a baby that small. Now I find it so hard to let him go. Being a mom is such a crazy feeling. I worry about everything.. about if he's hot, cold, hungry, wet, tired, comfortable, if he's breathing ok, is the t.v. too loud, should I open the windows or close them. Geez lol. It's so much but I love it.

Nana met Jr this weekend. It's cute to see her trying to interact with the baby. she gives him kisses and meks sure he's ok when he cries. She tries to figure out how breastfeeding works lol. I can't wait to see the kids growing up together.

As for Omar Sr. lol I love him. He's been such great help this week.. cleaning up, making sure I eat, staying up with Jr so that I can get some rest. I love both my Omar's. I'm really going to hate when he goes back to work.